Dreaming of Highschool

I have been having a series of dreams over the past few years that aren’t really recurring but all have an overarching theme. I dream that I am in highschool. I am aware in the dream that I am a 54 year old man. I am aware that I have done this before and that I do not need to be here. But it is not a lucid dream nor can I escape despite the fact that I don’t want to be in highschool again. Each dream is a little different like another day of highschool, but all the dreams are very much like the others for the same reason. I don’t know what I am intended to learn from these dreams and I wish they would stop. I never want to be in a classroom again and these dreams play on the fear that I will be forced back into one. And then I wake up, I’m a 54 year old man again, and it is thankfully not in fact a school day.